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Wed, Aug. 9th, 2006 07:59 pm
house? love?

not visiting markus
... surprise surprise
hes too busy, moving into his new apartment this weekend
oh well

just sucks... i feel like i am trying too hard to meet someone to be happy with
but im not rushing
ive hung out with a couple of people, haven't been impressed and just kind of blew them off

i'm looking for something to blow me away, something to make me really feel happy... like i feel lucky to be with them
i want to be proud that they're my boyfriend, ya know?
i'm not gonna settle for someone whose just alright

i'm still in love with vinny, so its hard... cause of course i am looking for someone to make me feel as comfortable as i did with him

it just sucks... because i feel like markus is that person, and everytime i talk to him, he just fits the mold of what i want, more and more
but he lives in massachusetts, and i am not going to move there
and he wants to live there the rest of his life
but i mean i'd at least like to meet, to see if it is amazing ya know? to at least have the chance to find out
but maybe its better if i don't
cause what if he is the one to blow me away... it won't work anyway
the kid can never even remember to call me back

uggghhh...

im thinking of buying a house... its a two person house, right next door to my sisters
3 bedrooms 1 bath on one floor, 2 bedrooms 1 bath on another floor
who needs somewhere to move?
it'll be cheap to
cause i figure my mortgage will be like $600 a month
if i charge $200 per person to live on the 3 bedroom, that will cover the mortgage, then whoever lives in the 2 bedroom with me, i'll charge them 150 a month and half utilities, and that 150 can go in a seperate bankaccount in case anything breaks in the house, i'll have money to fix it
good idea huh?
anyone want to live with me? haha

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